CIAP

Two nice shifts, so nice to work with people who work equally. I was a bit naughty thro refused to take a student, was tired as played golf in the morning and it was hot plus cranky as they keep putting me on the Caesar day, busiest day. I regretted it later as the students were really nice girls and interested so I wont be mean again. Feel like a petulant child at the moment, I keep hoping they will sack me or discipline me so I can say I want to move somewhere else but they are all cutting me lots of slack, poor crippled me. Funny illness this are you better I get asked that 20 times a shift at least, well I wasnt sick really I think but I guess I was, just didnt feel it much which makes the drastic treatment much harder to accept. Tomorrow I see the cardiologist again dont know why I bet he'll want me to take statins, stuff that then the pacemaker clinic on friday to turn up the upper rate then the GP next week then  I hope thats all for a while. 

The best thing is we can have home access to the clinical information access program all the medical journal and text books you could want on line and mims and everything its like a hundred christmas at once. My husband says I am really a nerd. I want to go back to uni maybe just one subject next year I'll have to have a look. Everyone does this traveling thing when they get old but I dont care about that. Back to ciap.