tired of settings

Well I went back to the clinic I definitely was feeling better didnt feel the palpitations all the time and the fullness in my chest and head, even my teeth had felt funny. That was a lot better mostly. She said the rep suggested some adjustments and they hadnt put the top rate up completely which was why I couldnt get my heart rate up properly. I dont know whether to be angry anymore or what. Thats 8 months of feeling crappy. I dont feel too friendly towards that clinic except the nurse who took the time and trouble, finally. She said sorry. 

The thing that feels different is feeling. I feel something again.   

So was it all just the settings that made me feel bad? I don't know, I don't even want to think I feel better in case it gets bad again. I feel much better. I keep thinking it was ages ago but it was only yesterday, it feels like my life was switched on again. Now I'm tired again but thats because I can move faster. Changing settings makes you feel tired for a while.

I got away without making another appointment. I dont think they will want to see me anyway. I feel like a nuisance. I think I can leave it for quite a while as long as I feel alright.