holiday

Yippee yippee off for christmas hot weather swimming at the rock pool with lovely happy daughter, pancakes for breakfast with strawberries, ordered the christmas meat rack of pork chops extra crackling, free range chook, bacon 1/2 ham. Champers and NZ sav blanc lovely ordered. Sent out email christmas cards and send gift pack to his relations. Christmas organized. tennis party tomorrow, golf lady chrissy party tuesday old ladies dancing! Going to uni to see about enrolling in masters of nursing (mental health). Knitting socks. 

Waiting really sometimes you just have to wait out feeling bad. Sometimes you get sick of it and you think you will never feel better but you nearly always do. I have just a little hope that I wont feel dead all the time.