Christmas

Its late christmas is over. Now its lay about time and eat chocolates. I am knitting some mittens for my daughter because she is going snow boarding in Japan next month and a pair of socks for a late christmas present. We've been to the beach most days and I've been body boarding, the waves have been good, not too big. The weather is still nuts sunny rainy hot cold all in one day. 

It was kind of weird because I felt uneasy all christmas then I remembered I dont like it much. You are supposed to like it and the kids love it and there are things I've come to enjoy but when we were children christmas was angry mother day. I dont know why but my mother became so stressed about cooking dinner she would yell at us all day. Also my father died a week before Christmas. I think they should call it stressful family day. It went alright sort of  except for my little tantrum which I am too ashamed to talk about. oh well, one day I might grow up.