another day another bid

Went back to see the house we saw last week, had another think about it and a talk to sister overseas. Was going to give up looking but then I thought this might be her last chance to buy some property because of age and jobs and circumstance. Asked if she was committed to buying it. Took my husband with me but he doesn't like it he likes new and shiny and this house is old and needs some reno but is solid and has a nice view in the backyard and I can see her liking it. There is a one bedroom unit in town that we are thinking of, so that might be an option if this falls through. Its weird you wonder what different paths people will take if you buy in one place or another. Especially if you are buying for someone else. We are waiting for the real estate to ring I feel really nervous. I was going to wait till we saw the other place but I think this house will sell this week. There isn't much in that lower price range. 

We are working this afternoon. I've been doing a lot of reflection on nursing and it isnt good. I feel like I've been intimidated, bullied, abused ever since I started nursing, like that is how people are trained. I rarely go to work feeling confident. My sister says hospitals are all horrible thats why they cant get people to work in them, and I'm lucky to only work 2 days a week. tru dat. Also I should stop whinging about the heart block lucky she is os because I wanted to hit her.I am getting very angry about it now is that an improvement feeling something rather than just dead, I dont know.