You want to just take off and find another place to be but unfortunately you'd have to take yourself. I am sick of life being so difficult.
Saturday, 8 May 2010
another day
Crying again yesterday. Feel like I have to fake everything laughing and talking. This whole life feels fake. Dont know if depressed or just rational. Just make the rounds to please people. But no one cares really. Well family do but I feel dead or should be dead. Can't see how to feel better, how to feel anything. Some people get anxious but I'm not, feel well but not right. They say on the pacemaker club you will feel better but I cant see it, it just feels like a deadness all the time and real dead would be a big relief. Mothers day today.
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oh dear JMG,
l hope that you are feeling better! It is hard to pick yourself out when you are sad and depressed. I do sometimes feel that way as well. But when l go to work and see so many sick people, l am glad that l am alive and relatively healthy. Life can be hard sometimes be hey there's always people around who cared. I do care!
The sun will shine again sometime after the storm. I hope that you will be feeling well soon! Thinking and praying for you!
lots of love,
chee
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