wash out

Not really time for this was supposed to play 18 holes in a team event today didnt sleep much so nervous about it. Golf was where I felt the worst before so I dont know how I'll go. I've been playing 9 holes on the short course and that is ok. I've been reading about the PM reducing the ejection fraction of the left ventricle so I dont know that you are ever fully fit with it again. The system is so complicated they would prefer you to just mushroom it. oops better go on nights yuck I hope i manage to stay out of A&E.