spring

All the flowers are out the freesias and blossoms. I bought a packet of sunflower seeds and nasturtiums and poppy seeds even I can grow those I hope. But then I was crying a bit because spring is so nice it is sad too. I miss my mother because we would always mark the year with the freesias in flower. Her front yard was full of them in the grass she wouldn't mow the lawn so they would flower, they are the old fashioned ones with soft colours and lovely perfume. 

I cant believe I cant see her anymore. It is nearly two years and not as painful but death is so strange really. 

I had a lovely op shop shop. I bought a tapestry and all the wool for it and a book on ferns and a set of orange little bowls, very 60's. Op shopping is so good satisfies the need to shop but so cheap, all that for $15. I like the history of things even of silly things people buy, foot spas are a big item in op shops. Teaches you to think twice about what you buy.