Romeo and Juliet

We went to the ballet it was really beautiful. Keep expecting them to speak through. It makes you think about the story because there are no words, it is such a boy story really fighting and gangs and knifings and yet I always saw it as a girl thing. So much great boy dancing the guys must love it. Its weird how much I like classical music again, it feels like the only thing I can feel properly. 

We are going to the beach for lunch ahead of the rain. Its so cold this year. 

"I remember he said he 'catastrophised' everything. " I read that about a guy who had depression. Thats what I do I am waiting all the time for the next disaster and everything becomes it from a broken plate to a scratch on the new car, (yeah already). My husband says you have to be resilient, lucky I was driving or I might have hit him. But no one gets the charmed life really.