Sunday, 15 November 2009

waiting for the storm

Been really hot today now its cloudy and I hope going to rain, we are lucky we usually get a storm on really hot days, A southerly when we are playing golf we see it coming over. It heads over the course and out to sea its spectacular unless you are out in it. We played 2 weeks ago in so much rain my shoes took two days to dry out. I am enjoying the golf thru I dont seem to improve much and I get way too affected by fellow players moods. The drawback of empathy, useful for nursing but not for golf. I'm not much into the manipulations of people and I kind of see what people are even when they are pretending something else. I dont think people like that much. My daughter and I had iced (too hot for hot) coffee at the beach , she is reading a book of apocalypse stories and we agreed that it strangely makes you feel better after all you'll be dead and nothing to worry about. As long as the earth survives. I think a lot about death because of seeing it a lot when young it is a big mystery but makes our actions important too.
Had 2 very busy shifts at work and they were the other edge of dealing with it would have been alright if I wasnt in charge and shift before had done a bit more. I wont take extra shifts about all I can deal with. Lots of social issues and not enough beds. Oh well we are buying investment real estate at the moment so busy with that and not very interested in work. Wondering if cashing out super put it into RE investments and work casual, Dont get put in charge of the mess. Also get more money in hand could also work in different areas.
Ohow can hear the thunder better have a swim before the lightening. Tonight is our fav night we watch premier league highlights (english soccer) and eat nice fish. The rain has started.

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