I hope I have a better day at work today I was cranky yesterday, doesnt make a good shift, we had lots of staff, not many patients but It was a hot day again, I'd played golf for 2 days. I didnt hear the allocation properly and thought the in-charge divided up fairly but no gave herself 2 and me 6 so didnt realise I'd had the extra 2 then big stink, well little stink cause young mum wanted to go home and was in tears. Oh IC said I'll take the 2 from Birthing unit except they never came. she is really nice and very good getting enough staff but ex-nursing admin and their return to the floor mostly a problem and I wouldnt mind if that happened occasionally but seems to happen every time I work with her. Again lucky I only work 2 days a week. The christmas deaths are starting one of the girls mothers is very sick, just fading away from the sounds of it and a girls daughter I used to play in a team with. She has had such a hard time with her as she was very disabled I dont know if that makes it easier or harder, such a big gap in your life.