Pre night duty downer yuck. I think I'm working tonight must check the roster done that before turned up to find I'm not on. Been so tired since holiday sleeping a lot, I thought jet lag was just a myth but now i think its real. Only ever want to go to New Zealand now.
Played 18 holes yesterday and 9 today was glad I could play, thought maybe I was going to sleep for a month or all winter. Still playing ASX sharemarket game but I wont be leaving the day job soon thru did make some money from CSL cause of the swine flu thing.
Ah night duty finished pretty boring and have a study day tuesday they say the same things over and over. I wish i could think of something else to do, retirement would be good. i am feeling at lot better not so sad all the time. Kind of decided I couldnt live like that all the time. It feels like a long dark journey the last 7 months.
Watched the movie show want to see Tenderness with Russell Crowe and Samson and Delilah made in Alice Springs about a love affair beween Aboriginal kids.
Want to do some little trips away in NSW like the hot srings at Cowra.
Was trying to imagine our hospital with a flu in full swing I cant imagine we would have the capacity to cope at all and so many nurses are old as well so I can see us all off sick. But we have a folder labeled swine flu so the paper is flying. We were over numbers again this week caesars everywhere. Our staffing based on mothers looking after their babies but of course new C/S cant look after their babies. They sent them home in three days poor things. All the focus and fuss goes on the normal deliveries but at least a 1/3 of woman have caesars and not in our unit cause they demand them. I hope I'm finished before the big flu arrives.
I do like winter for the food thru. i make leak and potato soup tonight and goulash the other day. Must get the crock pot out again, also love fish these days esp salmon.
Well thats my addled blog night duty effect.