I forgot I had a blog been so absorbed in the stock market game, Mario galaxy game golf and creepy work. for the 1st yr of blogging you think about it a lot and talk to it and tell it things i think but then you get involved in other things. I was reading a few blogs that just ended I think people said more they they were happy with or had a nutter talking to their blog. It is quite a strange thing blogging solitary but not, diary but not, internet is quite a strange thing but not as real as real. Sound of a birds wing moving.
I have been lighting incense to my mother thats nice keeps away the mosquitos and smoke purifies the spirit according to Don Juan.
Had a crappy evening shift, over census again inexperienced staff backbiting comments from people then ask you to do their work and no reciprication. Mothers wanting you to take their babies and mind them but you cant do it not staffed for nursery, then have you searching the linen bins for lost bib! Then all the stories of their troubled relationships 2 crying with the postpartum blues and husbands panicking and wanting me to fix wife up how? gave panadol. Back to night shift less lazy glory seekers on nights less discharges, no thou visitors so you can get to the mothers, people come in and stay for hrs. You cant get near the mother or even into the room. Cant find equipment the cow that runs the ward will not buy any equipment only see new things at education days and on TV medical shows. Thank god part time could not take that place more often. We had a lecture on the new computer stuff we are going to do with of course not enough computers. All the crap we get looks like the hand me downs from god knows where. Program bought from US terms different too complicated too many functions designed by non clinicians. A 2nd hand computer and a BP machine from the 70's that about sums us up. Gotta laugh.
Need a holiday must mow