Long time

I couldn't get into my blog dont know why not very tech and I thought oh well just let it go talking to thin air makes no difference. Writing posts but not publishing but anyway I thought I'd just publish them, now I got into it again, you read and think oh I sound petty and sulky and stupid etc and all that but what else would anyone be, you dont run into perfection in humans that much, at all? I never have anyway and I've been watching for a guru all my life thro they have obviously not been watching for me. 

Two days of golf and humidity and not quite raining, I should have gone for a surf this afternoon but I cleaned my golf shoes and the clubs which feels nice. I am going out to dinner and to see The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, part 3 with middle daughter. She is a painful show-off at the moment but we cant figure out how to tell her to stop it so we are just ignoring it. coward parents. oh well. 

My friend rang she said I suppose they are all rich at golf, not all (me for one) anyway there are other things than money youth and beauty she hung up then, not dealing well with aging my hippie generation.